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Saturday, September 01, 2007

okay, so the last week before school closes was fun actually. hmms, was seriously looking forward to it. monday and tuesday were okay. i have no idea what happened really. hmms, it was blurrred by massive mugging.

wednesday was super duper cool. and it was cos our last PE lesson. hmms, we were expecting to play tennis, but mr yaw had the floorball equipment out. haha, yay so fun. but then it started to rain so in the end, we went to the rock climbing place and played..DODGEBALL. HAHA, omg, damn hilarious and fun to play please? it was khal, shaorong, cameron, jeslyn and me VS skeen, deirdre, matt, thurein and sha. haha balls flying around, and there were TONS of screamings involved. most of it probably from skeen and khalilah combined. *deafening. anyways, it was super duper tiring lah, who knew sia? run here, dodge there, throw here, laughed there. wah mans, i was seriously tired the whole day after that. hmms.

thursday was better. it was gp paper. think it went quite well lah i guess. shant place too much of high expectations for it. i might just get disappointed, but i think i did okay lah. the day was crap cos it kept raining and stopping and raining and stopping and..well you got the idea. went home in the rain and got ready to celebrate rohai's birthday at vivo. haha, met them in school with benji and i was carrying cake. o.O started to crap from the bus and the mrt journey and had dinner first before proceeding to the water park. OMG, damn fun and cool lah. the company, the camwhoring, the LMAO moments, the chocolate cake and the view. yeps, definitely a day to remember. haha, rohai, you better appreciate all OUR HARDWORK kays. *loving those jump shots. ((:

friday was the best! teacher's day celebration. met up with the gang on the bus to go to school. was carrying some big eeyore. then we had to walk around the canal. for some reason, it was FUN. crapping and singing and laughing with skeen and shariffa. though my shoes were muddy, it was worthwhile lah. haha, matt had to walk and got his shoes muddy too. *see, who ask you to pon openly in front of the teachers. teachers day concert was lmao-ish. the fashion show, OMG, that cowgirl/whore/party goer. HAHA. seriously! and khairul and eva were great. anddd, aloysius was like a small kid swaying and singing..SHEESHNESS. after that, went round to look for teachers and for friends to sign rohai's eeyore and gave her. HAHA, she had to lug it around now. met up with the feirdoes! and what else, starbucked! wee, caramel frappacino with java chips. yums yums. i swear i miss those girls so much! haha. catching up with them was the thing that made my day. thanks babes! pictures...will be uploaded soon. ((:

went to esplanade to mug with the band gang again. hmms, i swear whenever that jiemin is around, i might just die of laughing excessively. hmms, someone was being very emo, but i think he;s fine now. you take care okay? dun get so overwhelmed! *haha, i kn0w this sounds stupid, cos im talking to you on MSN now. HAHA. it was productive! i did bio. and i was like being asked on bio, chem and maths. hmms, okay lah. not that im saying im really clever. they asked, so i tried to answer. some i dunno..so sorry guys. haha. went to eat at macs, and we laughed so loud, i think it's embarrassing. HAHA. sorry marina square macdonalds patrons. and there's this man on the train who kept coughing. if i didn't know anything, i would guess he has SARS. but i think he's just bloody drunk! grrrr! yea okay, im off to watch liverpool. ((:

the camwhore scribbled at 10:39 PM.

Saturday, August 25, 2007

thank you sahira darling for doing another wallpaper for me. haha many many i love yous to you. haha, actually it kept you occupied while you have your holidays lor. wah lao eh, im like still mugging for my life while you're slacking. HAHA. nehminds. even though MOE is driving a wedge between our friendship, we shall find time to defy them. muahahas.

haha the same old things happened during the week. more mock tests, more homework, more night studies. it's becoming superly mundanely routine. i have to persevere on and look at what's after a levels. haha. friday was the best actually. had a lot of lmao moments on friday. first it was the balaclava jokes during doctor william tan's assembly. HAHA sorry guys, only me skeen and khalilah know this one. then there was the downfall of khalilah and the destruction of plants below her. HAHA, the whole gang lmao-ed for quite a while cos it was just darn funny. sorry khalilah, i didn't mean it but you should have stopped. and then night study was interrupted with many lol moments cos when you're with skeen and nicholas, you're bound to have them somehow. HAHA.

hmms, after night study, got home and felt a wee bit emo. thanks ah, that special friend that stayed up with me to listen to my craps. HAHA, really appreciate it! ((: made me feel not emo after that. hahaha, i seriously think prelims and a levels are making my moods all whacked up. what the bananas lah! haha, can get super temperamental and stuff at a split second. oh wells, let's hope people around can adapt to them fast. HAHA, i pity them. ((:

went to mug at jurong west library today. quite productive cos i did maths and biology. was separated with jiayi tunkuang and faizah cos no space. so i was studying with benji aloy and huda at the bottom level. after they left, i went up to join the j2s. studied quite a while and then our stomachs got hungry so went to jurong point and ate and then went home. haha, people say i looked like a mat today. HAHA, yea right. i think it's all andy's and matthew's doing. they're more malay than i am. hahaha.

okay im off to sleep. tomorrow's going jb for some reason. nehminds, i shall bring back dunkin donuts. weees ((:

the camwhore scribbled at 11:30 PM.

Sunday, August 19, 2007

okay it's sunday. the whole week was hectic. superrrr hectic. and my emotions were running high and my patience was tested on soo many occasions. don't ask me why. cos i seriously dunno. been pissed off/stressed every day after my one day absence in school. hmms, and im supposed to rest huh? aiyah i dunno lahs.

wednesday was the worse. like bio applications test wasn't frustrating enough. someone had to steal my precious stuff and another someone decided to vent his/her anger at me when i wasn't a part of anything. totally ruined my mood and i was super foul thruout night study. sorry jacinta for the vulgarities. seriously, i couldn't control my anger.. grrs. and to think jacinta was just innocently trying to study. and i think it affected her. haha thanks for listening to my crap. ahh i need to get out of this hellhole...just 100 days left and i'll be free. till then i have to hang in there.

to everyone else whom i've vented my anger, or just plain snapped at or saw me being totally unapproachable, then im sorry okay. haha. it's not me. HAHAHA it's the education system and the people around. hmms, plenty of bitchings going on this week, and i dunno whether i like it or not. hmms. anyway, friday and saturday were okay. i laughed alot on friday night thanks to the band members. hmms, i think i really needed that *haha i always say that, don't i? the jokes, the laughter, the spitting out food cos i couldn't control it. omg, priceless. hmms and that was after my night study. haha, mugging maths was draining but it was a good way to unwind after that. CEK!

went to the library to mug maths, again yesterday with aloysius huda huilin and faizah. productive. i did tutorial 1. i have yet to start on 5. hmms got home just in time to watch the news *haha i dunno why for some reason... anyway, yea started chatting to people after that. dunno why when my conversations became stagnant, haha different feelings decided to come up. haha *i'm weird. started to be stressed/emo over little little stuffs. hmms, i dunno lah, i think it was just me. kept thinking about what happened thruout the week. hmms, i guess it's my way of reflecting. oh well, i decided to sleep it off anyway.

on something random, i don't like the weather nowadays. it's been raining very heavily for three consecutive days. hmms, anyway i got to go already yea. gonna do some gp research reading. sighhs, i hate timed practices. but that's the only time my gp teacher would ever shut up. bitch. HAHAHA. ((:

the camwhore scribbled at 2:04 PM.

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

and im now stuck at home, trying to give my fried brains a rest. yeps, im sick. superly duperly sick. with mucus coming out and a very bad bad cough. all this, thanks to khalilah the selenger bachens. she decided to infect me with her adenovirus at the most inappropriate times la. you best, girl. and she says she sick and she messaged me that she's in school. stupid her please? ask you go clinic, dowan. want go school. i better see you in one piece tomorrow when i return to school. hahahas.

yeps, yesterday was bad. veh bad. night study was okay but my flu was really really bad. and it got worse on the way home. met my mom at the clinic and i was close to dying at the doctor's office. HAHA. took a long time to get a consultation with that doctor. apparently, there were oher sick children too. haha. oh well, at least i got my mc. beat that, MDM LIN. ((: anyway, got home and rest. and right now, im mugging for bio applications test for tomorrow. yeps, im soo not resting. and the bin is overflowing with used tissue paper, and im too lazy to throw them away. what a way to start the week aye. god, i miss everyone in school today. so bored at home. just took my meds, and thank god i asked the doctor for non drowsy ones. so i can still study without having to feel sleepy halfway thru. hmms, there's 76 days to a levels... i must pop more vitamin c from now on. can't fall sick easily. damn my antibodies, why aren't they working properly...

okay. my weekends were okay i guess. saturday was good. in the morning, supposedly went to book seats at jurong west library to mug. wah, thought i was damn early lah after chionging, in the end the library only opened at one. WTF? rushed to macs wth yaolun to study. halfway aloy and jiemin came. then i had to leave for hospital before meeting them again after that. to mug a bit, and then watched rush hour 3 with them. haha i was the matured one please, cos i was watching with ben aloy jiemin and huilin. OMG, the movie was damn damn funny please. and jiemin was even funnier lah. her laugh damn loud and embarrassing can? but still it was a feel good movie. haha, what i really needed from the week of studying. frankly, i dunno whether whatever im doing is enough or not. i still suck at chem..hmms nehminds, shall pia.

after that, went to some national day celebration at the heartlands and watch huda's band performed. okaylah, not bad the performance but it was damn damn hot. and i was seriously sweating. thruout the whole weekends, i was helping aloysius with his gp articles and econs as well. gosh, his teachers are seriously wackos please. either that, or he is the last-minute worker....*i think it's the latter. haha.

okay, i think i shall log off and study. or rest. either one...depends on my mood. skeen didn't come to school today also. that PONstar. haha i know you all miss me in school right. i know, im that influential. ((:

the camwhore scribbled at 1:35 PM.

Thursday, August 09, 2007

okay it's national day, so happy 42nd birthday singapore. spent the whole day mugging actually. i know, im so proud of myself but then now i've got a super splitting headache. haha, how now brown cow? i ran out of panadols extra *i think that paramedic from tv took my last pill.
plus, im too darn lazy to go out and buy, besides that chinese event happening across the street is scaring me. HAHA.

mugged bio for the upcoming application paper 3 test next week. it's pretty challenging i must say. the techniques, the advantages, the disadvantages, the social and ethical concerns. genetic engineering is seriously getting on my last nerve. grrs, there's so many things to study and memorise. did maths also. hmms, i must get an A for prelims. did that complex number weekend assignment. do-able but i had to refer to my tutorials for similar questions. hmms, i think my life is getting boring, cos i actually went to dedicate 2 hours to watch the NDP celebration on tv, which i never did during my 17 years as a singaporean. the funny thing was, the marching/parade part was the one that i was interested in actually. so cool lah. the show segment was lame and i almost slept. the fireworks were cool though. i wanna catch them next week, anyone want join?

went out the whole day after the school's NDP celebrations. that as why i've compensated my lost mugging-hours today. school's celebration was okay i guess. was super high watching the dance performances and singing those national day songs. haha give me a break please, i haven't got a chance to do anything but stress over a levels since forever? after that, went town with aliff sufie izah aloysius huda wendy jiemin and huilin. went to eat lunch and supposedly buy laptop sleeve for aloysius. went to wheelock and stuff but couldn't get any. so we went funan to search. OMG, it's like two hour plus shopping please. my feet were seriously hurting. turned out, aloysius and sufie were both finding laptop sleeves. O.o but okaylah, it was fun, crapping and laughing with jiemin and faizah and aliff. but the walking....that i can't stand.

after that, went to slack at esplanade. the view was nice lah, we wanted to get to the national day mood i supposed. took pictures and laughed somemore before heading to the library to slack again. haha i guess, everyone's tired from waking up exceptionally early for school. haha, they had to come at 7 to prepare for ndp. made our way home around 7 plus, and then something happened along the way. scary and worrying actually. i dunno lah. let's give space.
im waiting for izah to upload the pics. she's taking foreverrr. wahh best, my headache is never going to go away unless i eat some panadol or sleep it off. tomorrow's a holiday. meaning, im going to study. HAHA, spoken like a true nerd. ((:

i must love my new found way of life. study, eat and sleep. BEST denki.
*ehh i want watch ratatouille, disturbia and simpsons. grrs. ((:

the camwhore scribbled at 10:02 PM.

Saturday, August 04, 2007

okay more than a week's has passed by, it's really getting down to the wire i supposed. been staying back almost every night for night study. hees, i like. i think it's really really useful but the thing was, go home quite late and then super tired lah. i think im very emotionally unstable actually, especially so nowadays. i have no idea why. think im too stressed up or something. everytime come to school with black face, and it somehow affected everyone around me the whole day. i shall try to minimise it. and somehow, i feel guilty for not spending enough time with my friends and family. hmms, how now brown cow? mug mug mug for 3 months?

friday was deirdre's birthday party. i think i really needed that to just unwind. yep, it was fun. the new friends i made, the food, the cake and just laughing and bitching about stuffs. it was cool to roam the streets of burgundy road, where the rich people reside minus the area with the "spirits of the trees". i dunno lah, for some reason i really like the party. thanks deirdre! it was really veh nice to be invited. will send you pics later when i actually see you online. ((:

today was open house. crapped with izah and rohai the whole day. watched the performances *which were super good btw. seriously. haha khalilah sang umbrella which was super entertaining and it was no brainer that khairul killed the crowd with his dance moves can? liyana was DAMN good and mas and asyraf were good too. and omg, szexin and azu, haha no wonder you guys won. think open house was a failure except for the performances and the mass/fun dances. we kept going to the band booth cos it was super boring everywhere else lah. haha, there wasn't a good turn out also. and jiemin is horny! haha, alamak, i soo like hanging out with her just now during open house.

oh well, got home and slept the entire day. woke up did a bit of mugging and then im here. im still super duper sleepy actually. haha, i shall..resume back to mugging in a while. ((:

*and there's soo many things happening around me, and i dunno whether i can handle them as much. some trivial, some really problematic-outta control kind. how now brown cow? i can't deal with this, not when there's only 85 days to operation A LEVELs. *i love mr dennis yeo.

the camwhore scribbled at 10:51 PM.

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

for some reason i woke up veh tired today. wasn't in the mood to talk to anyone in the morning. forced a smile or two along the way but managed to avoid conversations till pe. pe was fun but tiring playing with matthew and mr yaw..
from then on, i was blooody worn out. i dunno why also. dang, too stressed already. *like there's a connection? anyway, tried really hard to concentrate on bio and then chem i totally switched off. had quite a laugh during racial harmony day celebration though. ate quite a bit of everything. haha, thosai eat. ondeh ondeh eat. muruku eat. some chinese thing also eat. i think my tummy a bit upset HAHA. *not that it's angry or crying lah.
been at the staffroom doing tutorials and mugging a bit. there's 96 more days to a levels, as of today. to make matters worse, some lady decided to really piss me off. haha the other s were pissed too, but i just didn't sound angry actually. haha but inside i was. ahh she gonna make me look older lah by making me angry. grrs. alot of people are feeling down lately. hmms, can understand why lah. izah and aloysius cheer up okay? everything will be fine. ((:

the camwhore scribbled at 9:02 PM.